SEOUL EXPRESS...

1:36 am..still awake
i feel sick, not physically but mentally
everything and everyone is changing but i feel dat i'm just standing there
dunno wut to do
i believe dis is just a stage...i hope...n everything will unfold

seems like sumtimes disappearance or lost is needed to learn how 2 cherish things...dis saying is so true n hard 2 swallow.
y can't ppl cherish b4 it's is lost?
u just can't cos it's human nature n ppl prioritize life differently than others
so maybe wuts important 2 u, it's not important to them

family, career, friends, money, fame...which is ur top 3? u say family, friends, and love but u work ur ass off on ur career n forget abt ur family. So ironically ur not making an effort in preserving wut u BELIEVE is most important to u but contradict urselves by cherishing sumthings else. So think twice.

Though sum ppl do work hard for their top 3s. For me family, friends n career is wut important to me now. Love is not here. As funny as it may sound, i'm actually doing a good job, i haf no time 4 relationships. So next time, think again abt ur top 3 n c if u contradict urself. Maybe friends is not so important to u as u said it was. U say u dun care abt luv but u input ur whole nrg into it. Wut u say is not wut u do.

on the note of cherish n care. Thx Sungkyu오빠 4 da early b-day gifts from Seoul. Da gifts r very thoughtful...i was touched n surprised